I AM WHO I AM

2012!

2012-01-20T16:53:00.002+08:00

Wow 20 days into 2012 alr! My blog is dead dead dead.

Many things happened...but well. Too much to be said.

LET'S JUZ HOPE FOR A BETTER YEAR AHEAD!!!

DECEMBER!

2011-12-02T01:17:00.002+08:00

I need time to blog...but totally no time!!!

Need to blog abt Show Luo - Sundown Festival in SG!

Bosco - KL trip!

My KL trip for KL Neveland!

And in a few hrs' time...I'm going on cruise - Royal Caribbean!

ENDING!

2011-11-09T00:47:00.003+08:00

The yr is coming to an end soon~~~I dun tink I should have a NY resolution list again? Coz' I nv get bothered w them! LOL!!!

Oh yes 1st of all, Happy B'day my dearest bro~SHAUN LIM!

Randomly saw this pic! Super nice...I've been wanting smth like tat but in hello kitty of coz!

Seems like quite packed schedule till next yr alr...zhu's coming end Nov. Going on Royal Caribbean during 1st wk of Dec...and spending X'mas & NYE in HK~~~

Still holding on to my BKK tixs...where to go man? KL or Indo???

HELLO! lol

2011-10-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

2mths since I last updated? OMG!!!

Wat should I start with? LOL! Well...obviously I quit my job which lasted me like 2wks only. Too stressful...and e environment is not for me.

And back to slacking...I really duno wat I wana do. Study? Work? Own business? I duno!!!

Anw...from NVL...to Sensations. I was stuck for 3mths. Now no more!!!

Quit drinking, can I?

Supposed to go BKK...but all thanks to e flood. Now...postpone to when? I oso duno. Aft so many yrs, finally can go BKK but god doesn't let me. Not fated to go BKK? Well.

Am kinda planning for X'mas & NY holiday? Should I go away or stay in SG?

AUGUST

2011-08-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

Updating...

Recently I'm hooked to Neverland. Went there...and some1 caught my eye. LOL! Nv imagine myself 'regular-ing' a Thai disco. OMG!

Well...been going quite alot & obviously spending not quite but ALOT. Yes, f*** myself!

Went to TW w JY. Thanks for her company...but seriously TW is super boring! If not for my dearest Zhu...dun tink I'll go!

His concert @ GaoXiong was GREAT!!! 3hrs lor...SG's one cannot compare!!!

AND AND AND...finally I got a job! Gonna start work in Sept! Yes like finally...smth on my resolution list for this yr is accomplished?! LOL!!!

BOSCO'S DEPARTURE

2011-07-25T01:36:00.004+08:00

As alwaz, I decided not to send him off coz' super tired & shagged aft all e event thingy. And his flight was damn early...6am gotta reach airport. But...things changed this time.

His flight changed to evening. Thus, I was still tinking abt it. Till he weibo abt chix rice...then I rushed down to MBS, thinking tat he might b heading out for food b4 departure. But ya...tabao. Chey!

Well...so waited. And I used some stupid excuse, left car @ valet & managed to run down to coach bay & waited for him. E min Bosco saw us, he was like asking y r we not at airport. Took pic...hehe!Rushed to airport...gotta reach faster than him.

When he saw me @ airport, he asked y alwaz so fast huh? Fly car again? LOL!
Took pics again...and he talked to Shuyi on e phone. Sooo nice!!!He signed on my hp casing w our pic. :)

Walked & talked...and he asked who replied him in weibo abt chix rice. HAHA! Ya we both prefer 5 star than BTK.Showed him my weibo name...hope he will see once awhile. HAHA!

Then he went in alr...we went to viewing gallery. He super cute! Took pic of us & weibo straight away! CUTE~~~

STARHUB TVB AWARDS 2011

2011-07-17T10:52:00.003+08:00

I'm vvv shagged!!!

Let me start w arrival. Nycky drove me to airport...waited for Bosco.

Our tixs to e Starhub TVB Awards tixs.When Bosco came out from e arrival gate, he saw me then saw my hp case w his face de. Then he laughed...KUKU! But he was kinda in good mood...and happy. Kept smiling and all...he'll stop to pose for us. This is for me! :)Quite alot of celebs came this time...Moses, Charmaine, Myolie, Fala, Tavia, ChiLam etc.

Only Bosco stopped to take pics...he's really nice!

1st time taking pic w him right on his arrival.During e chase from airport to MBS...communicated a lit'.

He's e best! He knows we can't go over...he walked all e way to pass back our stuff!Then I had my 1st meal of e day at only 2pm! Sky wanted to come over look for me but I was finishing alr...so he came to look for me at e Convention Center coz' he was oso working at tat area.

And guessed wat? When I reached e area, then I knew Starhub Platinium Club & Paiza got VIP. Can some1 juz kill me? Dad is Paiza member but chose not to receive emails regarding MBS events...and is oso Starhub Platinum Club member!

But thanks to Bernise...tat I managed to get nearer tixs thru' Dad's Paiza membership though he was not ard. And I managed to sell away my $71 tix. Which means it was a free event thingy for me! Since I got a pair of complimentary tixs...Sky could take time off from his work. He acc me to e event. Acc this pig to his lunch/dinner. And thanks to him tat we got nearer & nearer seats. From AS to AJ to W!!! HAHA! So wat? Every row nearer is a meal? Then accumulated become a trip?! NONSENSE! lolololol.And I get to stand @ Paiza red carpet area!!! Happy TTM~~~

Last min got e wristband into e post-party. Passed e note to Bosco..he said not to wait for him. Ask us go hm coz v late alr~~~

So I waited for Sky to off work then we went off tog. But there was like no cab!!! So we walked e MBS bridge. My 1st time walking there...beautiful! :)

Cabbed hm...dropped him @ CQ. I was too shagged to go.

So now wat's e deal? Bosco's flight was supposed to b @ 8am. Now dun even know wat's e cfm flight. He weibo tat he'll inform again...

ARGH!!!

2011-07-11T01:39:00.001+08:00

As much as I wana blog...really duno y dun have e time when I actually have all e time in e world.

But twitter, FB & weibo are taking too much of my time...and it's so much easier to update those social media than blog.

And now my latest addiction is tiny tower! LOL!

SHOW 羅志祥 - 15th & 16th May 2011 (Singapore)

2011-07-01T14:33:00.011+08:00

CONGRATS!

2011-06-28T01:28:00.002+08:00

Congrats to my dearest Mr & Mrs Lee!Awaiting for ur wedding~~~

CONCAVE BOB

2011-06-27T14:51:00.003+08:00

Thought a long long long time...and finally had e courage to cut it!
I tink e last time tat I had so short hair was like in primary sch? LOL!

Well...quite like it. Either gonna maintain it or go shorter...haha!!!

Thanks for all positive comments & some 'ok' comments.

COMING COMING COMING~~~

2011-06-26T17:27:00.002+08:00

2nd half of e yr is coming...and I'm ending e 1st half super happily!

I juz wana b happy~~~nth else matters!

SICK

2011-06-24T00:01:00.001+08:00

I wana blog.

BUT

I'm sick.

Headche. Fever. Sore-throat. PLS GO AWAY!!!

(Sisi vs Mumu)'s SG trip!

2011-06-20T23:48:00.010+08:00

Day 1 - 9th Jun'11Dinner @ JUMBO

Day 2 - 10th Jun'11

Lunar performanceDay 3 - 11th Jun'11

Dinner @ TawandangSisi's hotel room @ NovotelLunar performancePrata supper/breakfast! Thanks Lebon.Then they went to Bintan till 15th Jun'11...

Day 7 - 15th Jun'11

Ladies night @ IndoChineDay 8 - 16th Jun'11

MBS & KuDeTaCome back soon~~~or see u girls in Shanghai & Taiwan!

TAWANDANG MICROBREWERY

2011-06-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Dinner w Mum, Bjorn, Auntie Shirley & Vianna!

LATE MONDAY NIGHT

2011-06-14T17:48:00.005+08:00

Went for class as usual. Happy B'day Jeny & thanks for e muffins!Aft class, went hm to pick Shaun, Nat, Ryan & Nat's fren. Headed to St James. Mum wanted me to tag along...juz in case. Thus, I went to have a look. Supposed to go in w them...but bo liao eh. LOL! So many young kids...well. So they went in & I went to Dragonfly alone. Hmm...saw Mark there as e pianist. Didn't know abt it. Ard 1+am...they came out. And we went for LAKSA STEAMBOAT!!! Yummy~~~

PILLARS' GATHERING

2011-06-13T17:18:00.007+08:00

10th Jun'11

Dinner w pillars @ ION Itacho Sushi

In cab otw to where else...? :)

LOST & FOUND

2011-06-12T22:08:00.004+08:00

The world is small. Nightlife world is even smaller...

Never did I expect to see my CHANEL bangle again. But I did.

But it was an awkward situation.

It was my fren's fren who was wearing it...and e thing is I oso know her de. It was really bothering me e whole nite...it's like I juz wana know if it's mine anot. Coz' she goes to SD and I lost it there...and it's like damn qiao.

Well...I approached her in e end. And asked her abt it. And I can definitely recognize if it's mine coz' of a quite obvious scratch @ e metal part. But b4 I say anything...abt I lost mine. She asked me...if it's mine. Well well well...yes it is.

And she insisted to return it back to me. Thanks.

Actually quite sad u know...coz' it's quite dirty on e pink part. It's like black black alr. Hope it can b cleaned off.

And it's not w me currently! LOL!!! Left it in e care of Eunice...coz' I got no bag to keep it & everyone was like so worried for me. Kept asking me to keep it properly. HAHA!!!

Anw hope this issue doesn't offend any1 in any way.

BBQ in the house!

2011-06-09T16:04:00.005+08:00

080611

Grocery + BBQ shopping

Look @ our long list...of things bought! BBQ starts~~~

4 v 2 single souls. :( Bros

Cheese is a MUST for BBQ now. haha!!!

DAY OUT w JY!

2011-06-08T02:02:00.007+08:00

Facial @ SKII + Lunch @ Food for thought + Shopping @ FEP & Knightsbridge Topshop + Dinner @ Xin Wang HK Cafe + Insidious = HAPPY DAY!

Food for Thought @ Queen Street

This place looks nice...but food was so so. But I wun condemn it yet. Will still go & try out other food.

Went shopping @ FEP. Bumped into...him aka bestie aka the-11yr-ex. Saw him & his gf. It was epic...seriously. Both of us juz jitao shocked then ignored each other. And she looked @ me..and then looked @ him. I was like grip onto JY's arm &...she was damn funny oso la. She oso got shocked...she felt e heart attack feel for me...FUNNY! Haha...nvm. Gonna call him tml or sometime soon...and ask him. LOL! But weird...my reaction was oso look away. Jitao duno wat to do...but not like we nv talk to each other in front of his gf b4. Mayb...coz' mayb...of tat time.

Well bought smth @ FEP but couldn't find anything nice @ Topshop.

Xin Wang HK Cafe @ PS

Insidious...wasn't as gd as it was said to b la. SCARY definitely...but was pretty funny towards e ending. I got scared many times during e movie...and screamed like duno how many times!!! HAHA!

Fruitful day today ~ NIGHTS!!!

FAMILY BONDING

2011-06-05T23:52:00.004+08:00

Went to Balmoral w mummy today for awhile...and then to Great World City to tabao dinner.

Bought so much food again as usual ~~~

Came home...rested for awhile then Nycky suggested jogging. So all 4 of us went tog. Jog + brisk walk + gym @ Pines.

Love my Sunday! Love my family ♥♥♥

1st FRIDAY OF JUNE'11

2011-06-04T18:08:00.004+08:00

Went for haircut ytd. Hair is @ an irritating length...and I have natural wave. Should I rebond? Hmmm...

Vianna went tog w me...she was so so so talkative. And can b irritating @ times. LOL!

Had dinner w Mummy, Aunt Shirley & Vianna @ ION Watami.

Then met Cheryl for Lunar. Was pretty gone last nite...been sometime since I super memory loss. Can't rem alot of things...seriously. I dun even rem I cried. Which is I dun even know for wat reason. Well it's nth special to see me cry...but v long nv cried so hard la....and I dun even rem abt it. MAD!

Anw...kinda surviving w/o FB? Well not exactly w/o...but well. Wasn't really a need to b logging in all e time rite? Duno y was I so addicted to FB. LOL!

DEACTIVATE FACEBOOK

2011-06-03T13:21:00.004+08:00

As of 1st June'11, I deactivated my facebook. LOL! Been tinking abt tat for a long long long time, but didn't have e courage to do it. Like all said, FB is my life...how can I survive w/o it? Well...pretty true.

But how did I survive w/o it b4 it was created? HAHA...

I juz dun wana know somethings, dun wan pple to know somethings. So juz heck care...couldn't care much anymore. I know smth did make an impact of me having e courage to do so right at tat moment. But mayb it's good?

I read an article abt some1 deactivating her FB for a wk...it was a dare or smth. And she couldn't do it at 1st too...she would use her fren's account or watsoever ways. But slowly...juz a wk, her habit of checking FB now & then stopped.

Currently, I somehow still wana check e updates...but of coz lesser than usual. And I alr deleted FB app on my iPhone. Hope it helps in my batt's life~~~haha!

Being disconnected from FB, makes u disconnect from ur frenz & their updates, but isn't FB tat make u lessen meet-ups, phonecalls or actually lessen e topics when u meet up coz' u basically know wat's happening alr? Well...I miss e good old days when pple hogged on e phone for hrs hrs hrs or writing letters. LOL! Ok...mayb abit extreme huh?

But guess I'll b back to writing more in my blog?

SHOW 羅志祥 - 14th May 2011 (Singapore)

2011-06-02T22:35:00.010+08:00

SHOW 羅志祥 - 13th May 2011 (Singapore)

2011-05-25T12:54:00.006+08:00

ONCE & FOR ALL

2011-05-24T00:08:00.003+08:00

I'm damn busy w my own stuff now. But I juz wana get this done over w b4 I got no feel to write out all my anger.

I said I dun wana get affected by all these crap shit again but I can't bcoz' FRENZ are impt to me. But if I feel tat I'm not needed in ur life anymore, I'll leave. But can u pls dun come act all concern or innocent...? I leave, so mayb u should leave me alone too?

Well...it's not exactly directly @ 1 person. Seriously...it's better to have known enemies than fake frenz. SO FUCK OFF, fake pple!

I have enough. SERIOUSLY enough of this goddamn shit of who asking who...deleting who...clubbing w who. All these nonsense! Tat's y...I seriously wana steer clear of night life. Not bcoz' I dun wana drink, dislike clubbing. I LOVE E FUN, E MUSIC...but I hate e pple; e fakeness! Mayb it's true...it's so not my kind of world.

I dun care anymore if I see u or dun or having to feel paiseh coz' I deleted u from my FB or watsoever. If u heck care, y should I care? So b4 I get all affected by these pple again, I delete them off 1st. DELETE OFF MY LIFE, NOT JUZ FB.

If a guy/girl or a grp of bastards/sluts tat's gonna affect or easily affect our friendship, it goes to show how strong our friendship is, how much respect we have for each other, how much trust. This is all u should know.

XIAOZHU (送机)

2011-05-16T12:42:00.002+08:00

Super long time didn't send him off when he departs from SG. Decided to do it this time...and my gd frenz all pangseh me lor. Only I went to send him off. All so not into him liao lor...haiz!

Passed him another letter when he checked out from hotel...duno if he'll read it anot this time. Coz' it's like alot of pple gave him letters..but hopefully he can reg my letter & read it!

Well he was in super gd mood! Curtains opened. He kept smiling widely!!! Showed peace sign & kept waving. Kept looking...super cute!!!

He took grp pic w SFC...but didn't join in. Too many pple...no pt la. I rather stand there & see him.

Xiaoshuang talked to mummy (private conversation) LOL! Abt...bag. Reason reason reason...hehe! And she hit Shaun's tummy...and ask him to stop putting on weight. LOL! She's damn cute oso la...

Everything is back to normal. But I'm sure gonna have post effect la~sure gonna miss him like crazy!

SFC event 2011

2011-05-16T00:36:00.005+08:00

Isn't it too fast? I'm coughing alr. Sore throat is oso coming soon...I know. So u can imagine how much I screamed last nite during concert...

Went to MBS @ 9am this morn...for SFC event. Really really really tired...every yr during SFC event, we'll b damn shagged & looked damn crap! HAHA!

Every registration ($110). From 1st yr - 3pics to now..3rd yr - 1pic. Made my 2nd reg alr...tinking if I should reg for a 3rd one...but I didn't in e end. Well..should have juz done it like 5x la! HAIZ!!!

During SFC event...not only photo-taking, there were dance competitions too. And he gave like $20 cash to all winners. Funny...haha! And he wanted to kiss this lit' girl...but she didn't wan & kept covering her mouth! Some1 actually brought a baby to take pic w him...I'll cfm do tat too! My kids muz b his fans too...LOL!

When it was gonna b my turn to take pic w him...I was super duper nervous. I duno y. But usual la. HAHA! And he actually read my letter! Coz 1st thing he said when he saw me...was abt wat I wrote in my letter. And he said to Xiaoshuang tat I changed car & broke up w bf alr. FUNNY EH HE!!! He & Xiaoshuang asked where's mummy.

So when I went up e 2nd time, I showed him a pic of my Ferrari. And he was like str8 away snatch my hp & showed to Xiaoshuang. LOL! And he asked if I wana give him e car ah? LOL! I asked him back...u wana sit anot? And mummy was standing @ e side of e stage. Zhu & Xiaoshuang waved Hi.

Aft SFC event, he went to Long Beach @ Dempsey for dinner. Really not sianz lor...everyday eat seafood. We were seriously damn idiotic or sway I duno. We got e table nearest to his exit...but of all time, when he came out, we went to toilet. Bjorn called me & we chiong out. But too late he went into his vehicle alr...it's ok. At least Xiaoshuang talked to mummy.

Back to hotel aft dinner...he said bye to me. Really this time...super alot of pple. So diff to talk to him...aft he went into e lift, he looked down from lift & waved. I was crazy! LOL!

Really made me v happy today!

谢谢羅志祥。。让我今天好开心！谢谢小霜这么的照顾我最爱的小猪！

P.S ~ Dad didn't scold me this time round. Totally not. He even said, 'If mummy is busy chasing, he can send Nycky to airport.' Weird?! And when I reached hm, he said, 'U dun even look aft ur daddy so well.' LOLOLOL! I do hor...haha!

羅志祥新加坡舞法舞天之10001夜 ENCORE 演唱會真是好看慘啦!!!

2011-05-15T02:39:00.005+08:00

羅志祥新加坡舞法舞天之10001夜 ENCORE 演唱會真是好看慘啦!!!

Sent Bjorn to SG Flyer...forgotten I was so near Zhu. Pop by e hotel...and he haven left. So decided to see him go into vehicle then chiong to stadium. He saw me when I was driving...It's been so long I drove myself to chase him! He smiled. He opened his curtains today!!! Yeah~~~

Aft he went in..for rehearsal. Bros tricked me...told me tat couldn't collect Ferrari today! In e end Dad sent Shaun to indoor stadium w Ferrari~surprise me! And dad said I can use it tonite but now...HAIZ!

Anw...waited for Zhu as usual for his bai bai ritual. Then concert! It was goooood. HIGH! sexy! SHUAI! funny!

Aft concert...post-party was @ Singapore Flyer. Tink he drank quite abit...and Ah Xiong was kinda drunk I tink. Funny. BACK TO HOTEL~~~

Ok...need to finish up my stuff & go to bed! Tml ~ 9am! OMG!!!

Aft his departure, I really need good good good hrs of slp! And stay hm time!!!

SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG!

2011-05-14T01:48:00.004+08:00

Zhu comes like every yr...but everytime b4 his arrival, I get damn nervous. Today was no exception.

But chasing today was a lit' disappointing. His curtains were closed in e vehicle most of e times...he walked real fast all e time. Didn't get to talk to him...and he was like in bad mood. Passed him my letter when he reached hotel...wonders if he'll read it anot.

Airport to hotel then to Long Beach King @ Kallang then back to hotel. Tat's all?! Haiz!!! @ Long Beach...I feel like slapping myself! I tot he was not getting off e vehicle. There was no1 ard..I hesitated! If not, I could see him longer! Well...anw he smiled @ me. When I went to e toilet, I saw LuoMama. And yup it's her.

I seriously juz stared blankly @ him. My hp was in cam mode...but I didn't take a single pic. Juz stared blankly @ him!!!

Really exhausted today...in a dilemma whether to chase tml or juz go str8 to concert? But u know...we need to see e part when he prays b4 concert. Though it's a silent process...but it's like a must-see thing as part of his concert.

Hope his mood & attitude gets better tml~~~

GUYS

2011-05-10T00:26:00.006+08:00

I'm juz damn pissed now tat I have lotsa thoughts. Be it angry or impulse thoughts, I'm gonna say it all out. Coz' I'm not some1 who hides my feelings unless it's super necessary!

Which now...is not e case. I AM WHO I AM. Dun like me? Fuck off this site NOW.

Do we really need to b in many (r/s)s to understand how e whole things work? I doubt so. U juz need to b in many for trial & error to find e right one. But in e end, I still have my stand...guys are ALL e same. Mayb u can say human are all e same.

I have never been materialistic towards my bf. I dun go for rich guys? I dun expect them to buy ex stuff for me? I dun expect them to pay for everything? But if all guys are e same, y not have a rich one then?

I dun need to have many ex-es to go thru' e fucked up shit of a r/s. Juz a few makes me understand e whole crappy shit. Gone thru' where I fuck up...and got ignored. Been fucked up & ignored e bastard. Been thru' e nicest break-up...but it makes no diff in e end too.

YES I wun deny I'm v bothered by e stupid small childish acts of e lastest one. If not, there wun b this post. But I shall juz flare all out now tonite & get over w it when I'm awake tml.

I'm juz feeling so dumb right now. Y did I make myself seem so emo & upset when we broke up? When actually did I even like u tat much? Coz' for all I know, I was alr lying to u, irritated by u when we were not even tog. If u rem on e last day of 2010, u said u didn't wana b juz frenz, and u called n called but I lied some1 was drunk so I couldn't send u hm. Actually I went for supper w my frenz. Y did I do tat? I know if I like u tat much, I wun have done tat. For sure, I know. There's more to this.

And Y m I saying out all these? Coz' I dun wana seem like an idiot who ur frenz tink I'm so much in love w u...like a fool.

And from e previous one b4 u, there were too many 'made-up' stories. I called him to acc me when he supposed to acc his mum? WHEN DID THIS FUCKING THING HAPPEN & I dun even know of it till 1yr later? On my side of story was character clashes.

I read b4 an article...saying to know a guy's true self & character is when u guys break up & how he treats u aft tat. I somehow tink it's true. And I know who is a gd guy...aft all these shit. Well...but I doubt there's love btw us thus, I'm glad we're still frenz.

Mayb at this pt of time, I have not met my 'the one'. But to me, love is nth. It's all juz infatuation. It's juz how long can e infatuation last...and will it turn to a gd or bad habit for u to stay on longer.

Well u might say I'm not over whoever whoever or even all of them. I, myself oso duno who I actually loved or was it all juz a crush? Wat r feelings? Am I numb alr?

All I know this is MY PAGE. I say wat I wan, how I feel.

Well enough said. I wana go slp it off...NIGHTS! And given w my 'bipolar' personality, I probably will b fine in e next min.

魅力4色男主角 ~ BOSCO!

2011-05-01T15:33:00.004+08:00

Tink Bosco's @ e airport now alr...leaving alr? Well...I was so half-hearted abt going to airport. Anw...I alr told him I might not b able to make it today. So ya...

Well...concert was ok. Can some1 remind me how did I like Bosco? I tink it was e intereaction we had...and he was cute. But definitely...e liking is diff from Zhu. LOL!

4 of them came down from stage & walked ard during concert! It was chaos!!! Bosco was damn funny...he was like giving out this gift box (specs). He saw me then juz grab my hand instead of passing me e gift box! Haha!!! Cute!!!

Only for Bosco, he chose a fan up e stage & sang to her. It juz reminds me of Zhu doing tat to me back in Taiwan.

Aft concert...private gathering @ Dempsey Long Beach. Waited quite long...everyone was really shagged. Tink Bosco had e most fans? He needed 3 rooms...haha! And he really signed everything for everyone & individual pic...actually all other 3 alr did e same I tink. This is e damn difference w Taiwan celebs!

Bascially sitting beside him when he's signing...then he signed my book w him de. And he saw e old pics...and laughed. Idiot! HAHA!!! He signed on another of my hp casing...took polaroid too! Thanks Jas!

Lastly...took a self-shot w him when he was leaving. Seriously...he's damn nice la. Or is all HK celebs like this? HA! He was like e 1st in e van...so talked to him while he was waiting. He made me fall for him once again...pls come back soon!

It's MAY alr...my promise, can I keep my own promise?

BOSCO WONG

2011-04-30T01:47:00.004+08:00

It's been 2yrs+ since Bosco came to SG. Expected tat he'll say I put on weight lor. :(((

Anw I was so excited to see him...butterflies feeling right b4 arrival. Aft he arrived, we chased to hotel. As usual, I dun care watsoever rules...I do it my way. Went into e loading bay w his vehicle. HAHA! Only fan ard...but of coz I kept my distance.

Aft tat, decided to go to event venue coz' no pt waiting @ hotel. He was super duper cute @ e event...all his crap nonsense. He's really funny la! Talked to him on stage during e autograph...he kept laughing @ me. -_-

Aft auto session...went to East Coast Jumbo for dinner. Managed to take a self-shot pic w him...and aft dinner, back to hotel...managed to take another pic. And Shaun asked me let him sign on my hp casing...ya he did. And now wat? It kinda can't dry up...so I can't use e hp casing alr. For display? LOL!

Yeah! I'm a happy girl...chasing was fun as alwaz. But somehow...there's a distance as compared to b4. Guess it's coz' of popularity or management? Well...nevertheless, HE'S SUPER DUPER CUTE!

I'm super shagged now...anw not gonna chase tml coz' they're juz gonna have rehearsal. Am gonna re-charge for concert & private gathering tml! LOVES!!!

STAYOVER @ BFF!

2011-04-24T23:46:00.004+08:00

Stayover @ BFF's place last nite. Initial plan was to bake cake, cookies...then cycling & movies. But ended up...prata session w DM & to YUE for a lit' while.

Well...but we did bake today. Cookies were oooookkkkk...but cheesecake was kinda failure! :(((

Nevertheless...it was e process tat was fun & e quality time we spent tog!

Shall have more such sessions often!

12 signs it's time to quit Facebook

2011-04-22T17:35:00.002+08:00

1. Forgetting birthdays
2. Cyber friends
3. Oversharing overload
4. Facebook on the beach
5. Farmville addiction
6. Popularity worry
7. Faking it
8. Facebook on the brain
9. Relationship rifts
10. Toilet tales
11. Vain self potraits
12. First furore

http://technology.xin.msn.com/technology-news/photos.aspx?cp-documentid=4403222

10 things that might happen if Facebook shut down

2011-04-22T17:22:00.000+08:00

1. People might actually start talking to each other again.
2. There may finally be a need to take your own photos again.
3. People would have to ask you how your day is instead of checking your profile for the answer.
4. You might start sharing links via email again.
5. Planning events might become a chore again.
6. Being poked by strangers would be abnormal again.
7. There would be an end to FarmVille.
8. It would be much harder to remember birthdays.
9. There might be such a thing as an “exclusive” event again.
10. Friendship would stop being a numbers game.

http://technology.xin.msn.com/technology-news/photos.aspx?cp-documentid=4568947&page=10

DIRECTION

2011-04-14T15:21:00.003+08:00

Many plans in my mind right now.

But trying to get smth(s) started.

Hopefully everything will b smooth.

Now I know wat is really busy. With e right things. WORK. CAREER.

Let me get things STARTED!!! :)

VIENNA 2011

2011-03-27T23:08:00.001+08:00

Back from Vienna. It's been a long time since I travelled to Europe. Anw it's my 1st time to Vienna. Didn't expect it to b e way it is...but well it's a new experience.

E pace of life there is slow...I guess. But e architecture are really beautiful...and it's really historical.

1st time I watched a 3hr opera. Haha! Visited museum & palace...shopped @ H&M. And bought 3 Chanel bags. Hee~

Back in boring SG...makes me tink tink tink. But I'm quite sure...I'M HAPPY BEING SINGLE right now! HAHA!!!

But of coz...I still tink of him at times. Why can't our brain b like a com...we can delete selectively?

B'DAY 2011

2011-03-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

Am I happy? I really duno...

I really appreciate my family & frenz who spent their time w me, tried all ways to make me happy.

Thanks alot.

我还是很痛。。。

ONLY WISH

2011-03-06T13:03:00.001+08:00

I tink I only have one b'day wish right now.

But as said...wish only. It'll never come true.

But e least u could do is...u know.

B'DAY WISHLIST!

2011-02-21T12:33:00.004+08:00

OMG! I'm old old old...mid-twenties?! WT...!!!

Here it goes...

1. New polaroid camera...I want e piano black color one!

2. More polaroid films...colored ones pls.

3. More CHANEL earrings...hehe!

4. Lancome Miracle perfume...haha! Last yr I received like 2 or 3 of this? LOL!

5. Contact lens! (Degree - 200 each for both sides)

6. More holidays!!!!! Anywhere~~~

What else? So headache la...to tink of my wishlist. As alwaz...there's really nth I really really want right now. AND hopefully no more Hello Kitty stuff...

L.O.V.E

2011-02-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

2nd class...I learnt...

Why do pple cut cakes during wedding?
1. Start new life w sweetness.
2. Tradition - supposed to feed each other w e cake.

Love is just btw you & me but marriage is more than tat. It includes both family. ~ Thus, I alwaz find it really impt for my other half to get along w my family. So not true when pple say...'No no marriage is btw both of u...dun have to care abt e rest.'

Marriage is more impt than a wedding. So b4 u get all stressed up abt e wedding & probs start rising...get a wedding planner! Focus on e marriage itself!!!

If $ is not an issue, wat's ur dream fantasy wedding?
It seriously makes me start dreaming again...well, aft this course, it's either I get so tired of seeing all these grand hoo-ha weddings or I juz want it as much! LOL!

Wat makes a wedding so different from a normal event?
It involves feelings...emotions.

Love languages:
1. Words of affirmation - Usually guys need this more. They need girls to give them words of encouragement...compliment to feel good.
2. Quality time - Time spent juz btw e 2 persons.
3. Receiving gifts - who doesn't like? LOL!
4. Acts of service - Doing e extra mile.
5. Physical touch - Girls need to b assured juz by hugs. [ I'm definitely one such girl. :) ]

MY SECRET MISSION!

2011-02-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

This is e 1st time I flew to HK in e morning...and flew back in e evening.

It was planned but last min plan. All planned by Dad b'coz of Mum! No wonder all daughters look upon their Dad for criteria for future husband. LOL!

My one-day HK trip turned out to b a joke but happy one! Hahahahahaha!

Took e 1st morning flight...wanting to take e last flight back so I can go shop in e city but Dad doesn't allow me to unless I have some1 to acc me. And so happened Hans is leaving HK today...so no choice but to book e evening flight back.

Main purpose ~ Collect Mum's surprise gift (HERMES bag). But we told her I had to go HK to do smth impt...LOL!

Aft I arrived & collected e Hermes bag, I went to do an early check-in coz' didn't wana hang ard w e big luggage which carries e empty Hermes box. And guessed wat?! Dad booked a wrong return tix for me!!! He booked a 14th Feb return tix instead of 1st Feb!!! WTH right?! Super joke!!!

Though I love to stay in HK for mayb e rest of my life...not for this yr CNY yet. Lucky...I did an early check-in, so everything was solved.

Hans was late...so I went to eat my hui lau shan alone 1st while waiting for him. And bought Maxim's for my dear frenz! Dun say I no gd hor!!!

We had pizza express...w a nice view of e planes. Had a nice catch up lunch...!

And off he flew to Seoul for skiing...

Seriously a day trip like tat makes me feel like a super rich tai tai plus carrying e Hermes bag! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I miss HONGKONG alr~~~

Do-Wed

2011-01-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

I'm taking a short course tat's gonna last like 4-6mths. It's a wedding planner course! Smth tat I've been wanting to do...

Today is my 1st day of class. More of like orientation...so it was like less than 2hrs only.

Things I have learnt:
1. You can't choose e way u die...but u can choose e way to live!
2. Live for no one but myself!
3. Work for passion, money will come!

We'll not only have theory class but hands-on on actual weddings as usual. Really excited abt it...from small scale to super grand weddings.

1. Feb - Simple ROM @ Chalet
2. Apr - Wedding @ Asian Civilisation Musuem
3. Jul - Concert kinda wedding @ Fort Canning
4. Sept - SUPER grand VIP wedding @ Capella. VIP: Lee Hsien Loong (Involving elephants & helicopter!!!)
5. Oct - Classmate's wedding

I AM A WEDDING PLANNER!

20th Jan'11

2011-01-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

How am I gonna spend my V'Day & B'day this yr?

PHUKET 2011

2011-01-10T14:35:00.004+08:00

Back from my 1st trip of 2011~Phuket!

It was a wonderful trip w The Nine (though missing some of them!). Villa was beautiful...activities were great. Weather was PERFECT (not for Daryl). LOL!!! Cooling...not scorching sunny. Got a lit' tanned I tink...but not burnt.

I DID BUNGEE!!! Was really hilarious...I was probably e noisiest jumper ever! LOL!!!

Daryl proposed to Sam! Sweettttttttttt...it was wat she wanted...e way it was. Happy for them...CONGRATS! (I was a gd actress huh?) LOL!

Thanks dears for this long-awaited trip! Hope tat our next trip will b to Canada! (Steph's waiting a long long long time...for us!) ;)

1ST OF JAN 2011

2011-01-02T00:32:00.001+08:00

I AM HAPPY. (simple)

♥ HELLO 2011 ♥

2011-01-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

I hope for A GOOD EXCELLENT FABULOUS YEAR ahead!!!

Since it's 2011, I'm gonna come up w 11 resolutions though I rarely stick to them or fulfill them. LOL!

1. Stay healthy & do more sports! (i really wish i can)
2. Quit drinking! (Or mayb only drink on SPECIAL occassions.)
3. Get a JOB! (i know i know)
4. Take things slowly...
5. Spend more more more time w family!
6. FRIENDS!
7. Lost weight!
8. Be less sensitive & observant! ?(LOL!!!)
9. TRAVEL more!!! (Break my 2010's record)
10. 'The One'
11. Keep my own promise to myself. ♥♥♥

Last of 2010!

2010-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

Thank you to all my loved ones!

Thank you to those who came into my life this yr!

Thank you to those who came & left!

Thank you to those who came & stayed!

GOODBYE 2010 ~ The year of TIGER!

Last night of 2010!

2010-12-31T02:55:00.003+08:00

I'm not exactly being emo right now...but juz looking, going thru...thinking abt wat had happened in e whole of 2010.

Too many changes...pple come & go. Too much drama~~~(but I still tink my life's so BORING!)

Guessed I have seen & learnt alot this yr...esp for r/s.

I juz hope for everything to b better next yr~~~!

Time alone is good currently! :)

But I'm still e typical pisces who needs lotsa love.

CONTRADICTING ME!!!

CHRISTMAS 2010

2010-12-25T16:49:00.004+08:00

Merry X'mas EVERYONE!

Bad or good, I am still CELESTINA LIM~!

Glad tat I have spent lotsa time w family & frenz this yr! ♥♥♥ Without u guys, I would not survived thru'! Thanks alot...and May HAPPINESS stay w all of u~~~

1st time...tat I had so many gifts' exchange sessions w family & frenz. WE MUZ DO THIS EVERY YR...it's so fun!

P.S: Thanks for e 'surprise' @ my doorstep last nite. :)

♥ DECEMBER ♥

2010-12-14T23:10:00.008+08:00

1st
~ Kim Hyun Joong!!! Went to airport w CKM, JY, Vina & Shaun.
~ Frog leg's w SSU girls!

2nd
~ Watched 'The Next Three Days' w bros & gfs.
~ Car race @ duno where.

3rd
~ Phuture w CKM & her frenz! FUN!!!

4th
~ Dinner @ Vianne's place.
~ Pillars' 1yr Anniversary @ Lunar!

5th
~ Arrival of Great-grandfather from Penang.

7th
~ Went to Sim Lim Sq aft sooooo many yrs.
~ FINALLY had my hair cut! Till shoulder length...hehe!
~ Brought Great-grandfather to Orchard.
~ Dinner w Dad & Don's family @ Taste Paradise.
~ Went to Don's new place for e 1st time...NICE!

8th
~ Partyworld KTV w SSU girls.
~ SG Flyer & MBS w Great-grandfather.
~ Bought a Chanel bangle!!! ♥♥♥

9th
~ Science Center & CSI w bros, gfs & C.L.
~ Buffet dinner @ Hard Rock Hotel w Great-grandfather.

10th
~ USS & Casino @ RWS w Great-grandfather.
~ Casino ♥♥♥
~ Lunar w Princesses.

11th
~ Seafood dinner w Great-grandfather.
~ Clarke Quay w JY & Lah.

12th
~ Hotpot dinner @ Suntec w Great-grandfather.

13th
~ HAPPY BDAY BOSCO WONG!!! ♥♥♥♥♥
~ Happy b'day XY. Dinner @ Sakae Sushi then chill @ One Altitude.

( Upcoming )

15th - 19th
~ Mongolia & Beijing w Bjorn!

19th
~ X'mas dinner w bros (tentative)

20th
~ X'mas dinner w Princesses.

22nd
~ X'mas dinner w SSU girls.

24th
~ X'mas dinner w bitches.
~ Clubbing!!!

25th
~ X'mas dinner w 猪朋狗友 @ HEY HEY.

27th
~ X'mas dinner w The Nine.

29th
~ Post-b'day dinner w Phuong.
~ Ladies nite!!!

FREE DATES ~ 21st, 23rd, 26th, 28th-31st.

I dun even have time to go X'mas shopping~~~HELP!!!

Planning planning...I wan more overseas trips!!!

Sorry That I Loved You

2010-11-16T16:24:00.001+08:00

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You [ 高畫質official 官方MV ]
作詞：倪安東／Skot Suyama
作曲：Skot Suyama

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love， for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right （tonight）
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you （I was falling in love）
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you
I`m sorry that I hurt you
I`m so sorry that I loved you
I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you....

rusty

2010-11-07T16:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO...my blog has been dead for e past mth. Oops!

Nothing much has been happening...still e same me. Back to e situation of work or study. HAHA!

Time's passing really fast. Less than 2mths' time, it's gonna b 2011.

Been a crazy yr for me...ups & downs, changes in my life. Pple in & out of my life...but I'm still me. No1 will die w/o whoever...

Realized tat things can juz change within secs. Pple's attitude, thinking and...many more. No matter wat...I tink we should NEVER take anything or anyone for granted, which generally it's happening to everyone including me (I wun deny).

Met, knew, seen many kinds of pple thru' out this yr...yes humans are selfish. Who doesn't care abt themselves or their loved ones? But most imptly, BE HONEST & TRUTHFUL to urself & ur actions. And RESPECT is e least u can do.

Regret is smth I wun nv wana tink abt anymore...we can't turn back e way things were. Everything takes 2 hands to clap...if I have fault, u have it too. And pls do admit it.

*Assume me if u tink I'm talking abt u. :P

“Most of us can read the writing on the wall; we just assume it's addressed to someone else.”

enough of HK

2010-10-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

Well...juz got back not long ago.

Ok...I didn't go see my Bosco. Regretting? Mayb? I duno.

Anw...memories kept in my heart. Though...it wasn't as perfect as I would have wanted it to b. But this will definitely b a memory stored in me.

for the sake of blogging

2010-09-29T09:13:00.002+08:00

Work finally ended. But I'm direction-less again~~~but wait. I did send out some CVs. And realized tat I got an interview this wk...gotta postpone it coz' I'm going HK again!

Going HK 3x in a yr...is fun yet not exciting anymore. Are we going disneyland again? No idea...

I'm gonna look for my 'shaoye' and Bosco. This time round...I muz see my Bosco!!!

Update again when I'm back~~~

work

2010-09-13T17:16:00.003+08:00

Back to work aft 1 wk of holiday...

HK trip was unexpectedly fun! But got really sick when I got back to SG.

Mon blues...but it's OK! 'Ren' for 2 more wks only~~~

And there comes my FREEDOM!!!

busy busy busy week!

2010-08-31T10:17:00.004+08:00

Last Fri (27th Aug) - Nat's B'day @ Lunar.

Last Sat (28th Aug) - Advance Kel's B'day...dinner @ ION Xin Wang HK Cafe & Lunar @ night.

Last Sun (29th Aug) - Supposed to meet The Nine for Daryl's post b'day dinner but I was not feeling well. Sorry sorry.

Ytd (30th Aug) - Meet up w CKM & Cheryl @ PS Thai Express. And ended up @ Le Bar...nice place! I wana go there again ~~~

Today (31st Aug) - Aug gathering dinner @ RWS Ding Tai Fung...and Lunar for Cyn's B'day. Sure super shagged...coz I've not been going Lunar on wkdays.

Tml (1st Sept) - KTV w bitches for Kel's B'day. [cancelled]

Thur (2nd Sept) - Dinner + movie? Mayb...duno.

Fri (3rd Sept) - Le Bar + Lunar? Mayb too. LOL!!!

Sat & Sun (4th & 5th Sept) - REST DAYS!!! PACKING DAYS!!!

Mon -Fri (6th - 10th Sept) - OFF TO HONGKONG HONGKONG HONGKONG!!!

coincidence or fated?

2010-08-24T12:20:00.003+08:00

Things really juz happen for a reason?

Super funny...cannot believe tat bestie will b in HK in Sept too...exact same wk as me.

My 1st HK trip in 2004 was w him...and it was oso during Sept period. But now 6yrs has passed...things changed.

Mayb I'm juz tinkin too much...but still I tink it's funny!

unexpected

2010-08-22T19:17:00.002+08:00

Things juz happened for a reason. I guess.

But somehow...is there really a trend for getting attached, breaking up and all?

3 of us were nv single ever since we knew each other...but things juz happened like tat. Isn't it weird? But still...I believe we can do it!

Anw last nite was...speechless. Drank so much...which caused me having a damn hangover now. But e weirdest thing of last nite was...being frenz w some1 again. Was abit shocked, surprised, weird, funny...I duno.

I shall not bother, not tink, not care abt it...Juz carry on w my life!

last min happiness

2010-08-19T22:45:00.004+08:00

Dinner @ Liang Court. Jap curry again ~ is this wat we're gonna eat everytime? Hehe~~~

Meet-up w AK last min...been a long time since we had dinner alone. Though it was short...but we did catch up. :)

high w/o alcohol

2010-08-15T06:55:00.002+08:00

Didn't drink much today...but was damn high. Duno y oso...happy!

And AK made me even more happy...little little things.

Good things are left in e memory...I'll never forget all e 1st times.

第一次握你的手指尖传来你的温柔 ~ 电到！！！

'好的男人有那么多少了我的日子也能过' ~ *shakes head* NO NO NO!

new start!

2010-08-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

Met ex-boss ~ Discussed ~ Job taken ~ Officially start tml ~ No more 'lunar-ing' on wkdays for next 2mths!

Kinda started straightaway today coz' had meeting for e event stuff. Joined in...super sleepy.

Anw...was hm ard 5+pm. And went for a movie last min ~ The Crazies!

Not a bad movie...but ending was like 'HUH? Like tat?' HAHA...and I kena 吓倒 a few times which I 吓倒 e person next to me too. LOL!!!

And I rode on a Class 2 bike for e 1st time. :)

a day to remember ~ 30th Jul'10!

2010-07-31T19:25:00.004+08:00

1st time in my entire life I lost my hp~~~!

I cried like no1's business ~ 我哭到没有眼泪了...and worse of all, I didn't put PW these few days. FUCK E PERSON!!!

I seriously curse e person (who took my iphone)'s mum or any women in e family to b raped, dad or any men in e family...bankrupt & become a beggar. And e person ITSELF, kena strike by lightning & paralysed forever! I dun wan u to die~I wan u to SUFFER~~~!

谢谢你的两句话 ~ 'If u can track where ur hp is now, no matter where, I drive u down to take it now.' ~ 'If it's done by own pple, I help u whack!'

Thanks to all those who helped me call, sms & look for my lost hp. :)

Thank you Daddy for e new iPhone...and for not scolding me. HEHE~~~

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It's Show Luo Zhi Xiang B'day...what a day.

And Lunar was fun, happening...been a long time since we went so crazy but losing my iPhone spoilt e rest of e night. Seriously FUCK E DAMN PERSON!

Golden Melody Awards @ Lunar

2010-07-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

It was a success last nite! Great atmosphere, great company, great drinks, great awards, great fun, great 'REVENGE', great supper, great ride home!

~ 最佳忠实粉丝奖 ~ Pillars!

At supper ~ longan drink, prawn bee hoon soup, double egg prata.

Time & time again...u know how I feel. :)

DESPICABLE ME (3D)

2010-07-21T06:07:00.002+08:00

Met a long-time fren...whom I haven met for like 7yrs today.

Went to Taka - Coffee Club for dinner & watched Despicable Me (3D) ~ Movie was super funny.

Was still early aft movie so we went to Heeren basement for dessert. Hmmm...been a long time since we met so was kinda weird. But was a nice catch-up session. :)

saturdays

2010-07-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

Had 2 A..B.C.D saturdays...and finally a better Saturday this wk.

Unexpected things happen @ e most unexpected times.

Was already quite drunk on Fri...didn't wana drink on Sat. But duno where all e half half half glass came from...drank till more drunk than Fri. HAHAHA!!!

MIA period was...ridiculous la. Not regretting but...I need to either stop it right there or juz heck care...but I alwaz nv knew when will we meet again. SIANZ!

Anw supper was funny ~ ~ ~ AK wana kill me I tink. LOL! He sent me to The Sail...spent e night alone there. Super hangover!!!

a night

2010-07-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

Drank quite abit last nite...not much pics. But lotsa memories...

1. Finally I did wat I've been hestitating to do. And I love e way I can hate u.

2. Drank a bloody shot from Janson even aft I was gonna b gone. LoL!

3. 'My Concert' (LOL) was not bad la~~~

4. Heavy rain + Mac breakfast + not sober me + The Sail = FUN!

5. Not e 1st sleepover @ The Sail but 1st time only us. How many times have I seen his 'juz woke up' look? Hehe~~~

TRIPLE TAP!

2010-07-16T06:01:00.002+08:00

1st time watching movie w AK!

Went to watch Triple Tap ~ it's good ya! Watched @ Tiong Bahru.

Then went to Orchard Central for window-shopping. And dinner @ Tonkichi~~~

Sent Shaun back hm...then went to YUE. AK slept in e room...he was v tired. Woke up @ 11.45pm...then ya as usual.

But got a big task ~ stress stress stress!

SHOW LUO'S 31st B'DAY

2010-07-12T18:35:00.003+08:00

Zhu came on the 10th for Stage opening ceremony @ SCAPE.

Well...things have changed. And I juz felt I have the obligation to b there...but for wat? I oso duno.

Ok...went for his arrival, hotel, SCAPE, MBS, celebration for his b'day. Didn't send him the next day...as usual again. LOL!

Advance celebration for his b'day was a success~! 1st time he agreed for a private event organized by us in SG.

However...I still miss the times in 2007~~~

no more

2010-07-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

Fri & Sat were crazy. I was drunk on both days...super drunk.

2 consecutive days...can die!

Fri was not tat bad...still could go supper.

Sat...1st time vomited in Lunar. U know how difficult is it for me to vomit out...but ya. Coz of A.B.C.D~

Anw...then I went to The Sail w bestie. I duno.

once

2010-06-29T05:43:00.003+08:00

Things juz happen like tat...It might b e one & only time.

And definitely I'll remember every second, every moment of it.

I cannot write it out~~~ARGH! But anw I'm juz happy! I shall go blog in my private blog~~~haha!!!

Best Newton Circus Ba Cho Mee soup - Mee Tai Bak...ever~! :)

MAR 2010

2010-06-28T18:21:00.020+08:00

Bday lunch & dinners~!

SSU

BitchesFamily猪朋狗友Lunar!♥ 17-19 ♥

The Nine

Presents ~ Thank you all!!!

FEB 2010

2010-06-27T19:58:00.040+08:00

Japan trip ( 2nd - 9th )

Day 1
A380
Brought a HP which can't b used in Japan...dumb!!!

Snow~~~Day 2Asakusa
Surprise b'day present for Mum from Dad.
Day 3

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ~ SANRIO PUROLAND!

Day 4

Odaiba
Day 5

Disney Sea
Day 6

Shinjuku, Harajuku & Shibuya

Day 7

Shinjuku, Harajuku & Shibuya

Chinese New Year

Dinner w Alex Kojima

Great-grandmotherCousins
My bro, name changed - Nycky
Valentine's Day
Mummy's B'day
Alex Kojima's B'day ( 3 days of celebration )

Receiving 2010~~~

2010-06-26T17:51:00.005+08:00

BBQ with 猪朋狗友

Lunar~!Last pic w AK in 20091st pic of 2010!

Welcome 2010~~~

blog

2010-06-26T16:59:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...I tink my blog is so boring now. Should I go back to my old ways of blogging...full of pics? And seems like this new blog of mine doesn't have a single pic. LOL!!!

I wana go back to my old blogging way...but I duno how to start, where to start.

Mayb I should start on 1st July or juz blog abt e 1st of e yr of my holidays? Let me tink abt it...HAHA!!!

SHOOTING

2010-06-22T22:00:00.001+08:00

Went for my 1st shooting experience today. Fun, hot & sweaty!

Thanks to AK & Ferre...had lotsa fun w my 2 bros, Peggy & Lois.

Pics & videos will b up in FB~~~!

cheap talk!

2010-06-18T03:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I juz wonder...why is this world so fake?

Why does it have to be this way?

Can't I do watever I wan...juz to be happy?

Muz I care how pple tink...how pple will react?

And seriously talk is cheap...no, it's free. Esp sweet talk!

TPY

2010-06-13T07:27:00.002+08:00

I already decided not to go Lunar but Cyndi kept calling & let me listen live. Of coz I'm not blaming her...but e temptation was ARGH!!!

So I went ard 2am...hehe!!!

Lotsa 1st times for e night...using my Canon IXUS 300HS, watching him watch soccer @ Mulligen's (super funny), opening e can (this is stupid but ya), sending him hm...and I'm gettin closer to his chinese name.

Sorting out 1644 pics is not funny~~~

fishball

2010-06-12T18:18:00.003+08:00

Lunar was super fun last night...w my bitches-Kelly & Lauryn, Irene, Pillars & Dajie-Terence!

Supper @ Newton Circus...fishball was e sweet thing. To u, mayb it was nothing. But it was a little gesture tat can make me happy.

'Love? It's kind of complicated,
but I'll tell you this,
the second you're willing to
make yourself miserable
to make someone else happy,
that's love right there.'

1st sleepover

2010-06-10T16:30:00.002+08:00

Sleepover @ The Sail. It was e closest we could ever get...I supposed.

It was fun~~~yong tau foo, martell, big2 & sleep.

I guessed our un-glam side has been showed to each other.

FRIENDS FOREVER~!

aLex kojiMa

2010-06-05T07:20:00.002+08:00

U made my night. Thank you.

~祥~

broken ♥

2010-06-03T16:05:00.004+08:00

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel.

Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.

You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, are normally the ones you love the most.

And after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it.

And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them.

And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who sees.

Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that it's not helping anyway, and it's not going to bring them back.

After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t.

And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

back!

2010-06-01T04:20:00.003+08:00

Penang's trip was crazy eating eating eating! And clubbing @ MOIS was happening & FUN!!! I wana go back there...

Back from Penang ard 6pm today...went hm to rest.

Then headed down to Lunar ard 11pm...listened for 2 sets w JY & Cyndi.

And off I went to airport to pick Dad & bros up.

Wanted to go back to Lunar but ya...too tired & too many pics to settle.

Anw...ya. Been travelling...but I still wana travel! LOL!!!

PENANG!

2010-05-28T15:04:00.003+08:00

I'm at Kris Flyer lounge now...waiting for my flight to Penang. Gonna visit great-grandfather. And it's gonna b another eating trip!!! Siao liao...

And worst of all...my dearest zhu will b in M'sia. But he wun b in Penang... :(((

Anw May gathering which was ytd...w AK was great! Went grocery shopping w him @ Taka...then down to The Sail. Steamboat...and poker cards & martell was e killer. LOL!

By e time we got down to Lunar...I was high like crazy. Super seh!!! Aft Lunar, went back to The Sail...I was dead drunk. All I wanted to do was slp...while e rest - I oso duno wat were they doing. Haha...

Got hm ard 8am...fell aslp on sofa. Stomach was sooooo uncomfortable...

Anw gotta run~~~

one idol aft another

2010-05-24T14:58:00.000+08:00

My hectic crazy week!

19th
-Lunar & Supper till 7am! (AK)

20th
-'Jie ji' @ 12pm (ZHU)
- Lunar @ 10pm (AK)

21st
- Lunar & Supper till 7am again! (AK)

22nd
- Hotel @ 4pm (ZHU)
- Concert @ 8pm (ZHU)
- Lunar @ 12am (AK)
- Supper till 7am (AK)

23rd
- SFC event @ 9am (ZHU)
- IMM auto session @ 6.30pm (ZHU)

Other than eat & slp...it's from idol to idol.

BACK FROM TAIWAN

2010-05-19T06:23:00.002+08:00

Finally back from Taiwan...I was already dying to come hm on Sun.

Whole trip was ok...this is my most 'budget-ed' trip ever. OMG...cannot imagine wat hotel I stayed in.

Anw pics will b up on FB soon...I only have a day break. And Xiaozhu's coming...busy busy busy.

Oh ya...his concert in Taiwan was great! Special guest was Sammi Cheng...I love!!!

1st thing I did when I touched down was go to Lunar...haha!!! I muz have been mad...was supposed to supper w idol but he was drunk. :(

Anw...need to go arrange pics~

one day b4 Taiwan

2010-05-10T02:41:00.003+08:00

One more day...and I'm flying to Taiwan for e crazy fun!!!

Packing's not done yet...money's not changed yet. So many things not done. Haha...

I'm gonna see zhu again aft so longggggggg...he better rem me! LOL!!!

Anw...fri & sat were super happening @ Lunar. Pics all up in FB...

Thanks to someone for...u know & I know.

thoughts

2010-05-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

Back from HK for abt a week already...but leaving soon again for Taiwan.

This time it's no MIA...everyone knows abt it. LOL!

Anw...finally I'm officially single aft kinda attached for 11yrs. Been 2 weeks...

Is it so hard to find my true love?

THANK YOU

2010-05-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

I did the craziest thing in my life...maybe one of the craziest. Decided to leave SG on 24/4 itself...and bought tixs on the night itself. And it was a one-way tix to HK. Not knowing when I'm gonna come back, not knowing everything about the flight, the hotel, the itinerary. All I knew was Jiaying is going with me.

It was seriously crazy...I got hm @ like 3am? Packed luggage @ 5am & I left early morning 8am on 25/4.

Lots of my 1st time for this trip...
- Travelled with a gf.
- Super last min w/o hesitation.
- Travelled w/o my hello kitty luggage.
- Went with only a pair of shoes.
- Only with 2 nights of hotel reservations.
- Lost our way to hotel.
- Slept like no1's business.
- Went to a market.
- Walked in the rain in Disneyland.
- Clubbed...maybe can say 'Lunared'.
- 4 bottles of martell in 2 nights!
- Watched movie - Monga.
- Walked ard aimlessly for 1st 2 days.
- Ate the curry balls.
- Went back hotel @ 6am for 2 consecutive nights!

Anw it's already my 4th time to HK...maybe I'm gonna make it a yearly trip to HK. But this time I shopped very carefully...didn't buy w/o thinking. Haha...so came back with 1 luggage. LOL! Eating my hui liu shan dessert is my daily must-eat/drink.

Actually didn't wana come back to SG but...need to come back settle things & prepare for Taiwan trip! And 1 week should be enough for my nonsense...and.

Sincerely apologise to frenz who really cared. Sorry for making u guys worried.

Thank you Daddy & Mummy for the trip.

Thank you Jiaying for the company. Thanks for giving me the craziest holiday so far for now...coz' I'm expecting my Taiwan trip to be more crazy. LOL!

Thank you HZ for being the one who understand me the most.

Thank you Kelly & Lauryn. Needless to say more...

Thank you Lunar Princesses...I'M BACK!

Thank you Cheryl, KM, Nik & Jas. Sorry for MIA. Well...I'm awaiting for TAIWAN!!!

Thank you 猪朋狗友 for being there all these years.

Thank you to the one who made this trip happened so suddenly. Thanks for what u have taught me.

The heart that truly loves never forgets.

I AM BACK!

2010-05-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

I am back from HK!!!

OK...I need time to sort out all my pics & stuff as I left too last min.

I will write a long long long blog entry abt everything soooooon~~~